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Peace of mind

There are times that I looked down on myself. I felt so helpless sometimes thinking that I'm so depressed. I literally feel a big stone above my shoulder. So I ask myself why do I feel like this? I thought there is missing in my life. I really believe there is. Then one day I realize, I miss happiness. It is really difficult to figure out what or how to be happy.

One day feeling so down, I pray to the Lord. I said, Lord why I am feeling this way? what makes me happy? what can I do to enjoy this life? As my eyes closed and feel His presence, I heard inside of me saying, "whatever you are, whoever you are, I'm always here to guide you, to protect you because you are My child," "it's okay to mourn sometimes and feel the hurt because you're only human, I'll be there to carry you". Wow! tears fell down on my face, and feel the Lord hugs me. After that I feel peace deep within me and not anymore to worry.

I practiced affirmation almost every day saying, "God is with me, God is guiding me, and God is helping me and I can do things possible with God". It felt great. My day turns out well. Then I realize doing this makes me happy. I'm contented with the fact that whatever happen to me that day, God is with me each step of my way.

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